Another Rejection. The third that week. It came with a one liner of feedback (a rarity):
“Your work is stronger when relaying experience and specifics as opposed to relying too heavily at times on bromides.”
I paused. I was being rejected by a word I had to look up. Some writer I was.
You probably know the word, but just in case:
a trite and unoriginal idea or remark, typically intended to soothe or placate.
“feel-good bromides create the illusion of problem solving”
a statement that is intended to make people feel happier or calmer but that is not original or effective
Ouch. Of course my first inclination was self-flagellation, both for apparently having lackluster ideas AND for having to look the damn word up.
The bitter pill of Rejection is a common subject in the writing world. I used to find it boring. That is, until I started swallowing those pills wholesale. I’ve tried my best to steel myself, but sometimes it just gets to me. When I thought of the hours I had put in to applying for and submitting my work, over and over, to publications and fellowships, I wondered if I would ever hear a “yes!”
Then I thought about my work, the pieces I submitted. Maybe the feedback is true, or maybe it isn’t. It sure didn’t feel good to have something I’ve spent a lot of time on, laboring over, crying over and bleeding on the page–equated to trite platitudes. As a new(ish) writer I’ve struggled with a lot of self-doubt, a little of which is warranted. It can be hard to know which criticism to listen to and which to ignore.
In those moments, after I freak out, I have a few go-to moves:
- I ask the opinion of someone I trust and respect, someone who will be honest with me, and “gets” me too.
- I take a moment to pay attention to my gut–is there a grain of truth to the criticism, or not? How much of it will I own?
- I remind myself that no matter how compelled I am to be perfect, my work doesn’t have to be 100% perfect to be valuable. Just because my work is rejected doesn’t mean I’m a reject. Nearly every successful person’s path was paved in failures. It actually means I’m on the right track.
- Take a time out. Sometimes it’s best to just get some time from the piece. There’s a magic that happens off the page, in your mind.
- There’s always a lesson to learn: whether it’s improving on my own work, or learning when to brush off unwarranted criticism and trust my own judgment.
- Ask myself what I can be grateful for. Even if my work is being rejected, it’s being read. And that’s miles ahead of where I was years ago when I was only playing at becoming a legit writer.
I know a lot more rejection may come. Some likely to be more harsh. But that doesn’t mean I’m going to stop, or even slow down. It means I’ll keep going, improving, clinging tighter to what rings true and finding my own footing.
There will be moments in writing, and in life, where some don’t pick up what I’m laying down. That’s okay. I know there are others like me–people who will get something out of my writing. Ultimately that’s what it’s really about anyway–not recognition, money or status, but connecting with other human beings, making something of this life.
So I’ll keep writing and pitching my work and one of these days it will find its place. Things will fall in as they are meant to. In the meantime, its my job to keep doing the work of it.
Keep on going friends!
Swallow those bitter pills of rejection and shit ’em out, taking only what you choose from it.